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......... i dun like today, bad day.. sucks...
didn't have any sleep last night, went over to cheryl's place early in the morning to have brekkie with her.. our fav bah cho mee.. let derek stuff his face at geylang, bahz.. went to sch, went for ful day, 9 to 5 pm... sucks.. haha
gavin and gilson both entertained me respectively for both diff lecs.. love them both, love gavin the most.. bah, had bad news from yuey, he can't go for paul van dyke, sucks, my fav hse partner not going, duty... bah... oh well, i will gather all my resources and get pple to entertain me, yueu's worth like ten of the most entertaining pple.
went down to town with like tonnes of 5 cents, curtesy of cheryl, i'm so freaking broke, waiting for friday to come, where most of the cash will come in and i can return all my debts to my creditors, before cny... bad luck will follow if ya dun do tt before cny... met vyasa and jo, martin, manross, cheryl and tim... stupid boys and their dota... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the sweetest most pure angel in the whole wide world, love ya...
was a sad day, with two friends troubled over relationships, over but sigh... do relationships really have tt much of an impact and when u look back, did u really feel tt the pain was worth it?? are the "sweet" memories worth the every single stab of pain tt ur heart goes through?? i dun think so.. but time changes evrything, yeah u're feel better and stronger, but the pain comes back in a diff form.. from another partner.are flings with no emotions better than relationships tt involved so much pain?? pain hurts more than joy... i feel sad, cos both are such great guys with so much to give, i dunnoe abt the other side of the story, but i dun think they did anything wrong, but tt somehow seems impossible in the logical part of view, and so the phrase says "it takes two hands to clap" but still i know them and i love them for who they are, their faults seems faultless and gd pts, perfect.. perfect in every way.. weird... relationships are weird, and i hope both can pick themselves up, away from the pain, and i will be there for them each and every single step of the way, listenning, hoping tt it wld make them feel better. everyone has problems, all diff kinds, family, friends, sch, lovelife, and career wise, even probs with themselves tt they wld have to go thru. it was awkward just now, and i cld see how much u guys worry and feel hurt. i hope all these wld go away, and hmm, wldn't it be better if nothing had happened?? i dunno, i do not know what happened. but... i dunnoe, sigh. ur friends arnd u feel sad when u feel sad. makes us worry when bad stuff happened. sad experiences can rob a happy go lucky person of the forever smiling face.
i heart u guys all.. muahmuahmuackz.................................................
